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August 2nd, 2009
08:49 pm - Normal day today, been spending the day with him. im still worried. ders someting fishy abt him... Hm... he's nice today thou. Im glad..... Played games on d laptop tgtr. Watched horror movie, n cuddled tgtr..gagaga... So yeah, today is just normal, i hope it'll get better soon... Vry soon.. Mish u..
Roller Coaster Love Love Psycho.E Current Mood: blank
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12:19 am - Emotionally OMG its 12am! hahaha past that lah actually. hm, im stressing out right now, n panicking too.. damn company, gave me a bad news email. fuck wat the hell. now i lose like $244!! omg! i cudve use dat money on clothes for myself. damn it, ugh i hv no idea wat to do. im tired but my eyes arent sleepy. been worrying about this relationship and everyting else in the world. im tired of having to wake up early in d morning and go to work, i wana go to work which close by to my house haha, so dat i can go home during lunch hour.. ops been mixing all the problems, u might be confused. i noe i noe im a confused girl, ppl dont understnd me.. i dont evn undersntd me, one minute im angry, n d nxt minute im happy n d nxt minute ill be sooo silent and be sad. ugh wat an emotional feeling... damn. im angry, sad and not happy right now.. hm cheers, got to go!
My RollerCoaster Love Love Psycho.E
Current Mood: worried
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August 1st, 2009
11:55 pm - Sick am i dying? i have this major hair loss everyday. like every tym i brush my hair even with my hands, i have this sum of hair in my hands. so nowadays, i ve been tying my hair so it doesnt fall wen im at work or wen im with my beloved amor. didnt wanna tell him abt it thou, i wanna just die, in his arms if possible. have been having this strong headache, and everytym i try to breath in, it hurts. i want this pain to go away. i wanna be happy before i die. i wanna make him happy before anyting bad happens to me. Right now, im trying to give him wat he wants, just to make him happy, im gna listen more to what he has to say. but i wish i cud just be with him every day for the rest of my life. oh! i rmmbr wen he introduces me as his fiance to his frens, awh dat was so sweet of him. today, i met him at his place, he was okay i guess, dats wat he told me, but i noe something is still rong. uh i just miss the old him, but i cant get him off my mind, no matter how much i hate him, i still love him so deeply, its hard for me to leeave him, n im scared wen d day comes wen he wud really leaves me. wen dat day come, i dont noe wats gna happen to me. maybe ill go crazy n forget everyting and just run around being crazy.. i mish u i mish u Mr. Psycho!I hope ull be back soon. i just hope it would be really soon. Love u Papa Bear!
My Love is like a roller coaster Love Psycho.E
Current Mood: sick
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11:50 pm - Hello Livejournal Hi. Im a newbie here. hehe so just starting, ugh i hate to start somthing new, cz i hv no idea wat do say or do.. so chow for now! This is hell gonna be a roller coaster love live journal!!! see yah!!
Love Sux it Hurts Love Psycho.E Current Mood: chipper
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